I initially hate it when this happens to me.
Having to do things I don't want to do.
Go places I don't want to go.
Stay places that I don't want to stay.
Knowing that my life is guided.
Knowing that I have to follow whether I want to or not. Whether I'm ready or not.
I have to do this.
I don't have a choice.
I have to be bold and just do it. I have to care not what others think.
I have to be okay with rejection. I have to believe that the Spirit will do It's work and use me to carry it out.
I sit here with a box of black folders, other materials, a workshop design. All weekend trying to decide when to go to Charleston SC and the Spirit said I need to you do your part right now and that is not driving to Charleston that is putting together black folders for all of your family and friends.
That is stepping out on faith and calling some places of worship and offering the workshop. That is helping people not be afraid of death or life.
That is helping people to live out their lives doing the will of God as they understand God to be.
So, now, The Black Folder Project's time has come.